i hate summers. i hate watching couples walking hand in hand. i hate this sultry summer heat which makes me sleepless at night and makes me long for someone to sleep next to. i hate watching couples lie next to each while soaking sun in the park. i hate watching them kiss. i hate watching them enjoy the proximity to each other bodies. i jog next to them pretending as if i cant see them. as if in front of me lies nothing but an empty road. empty road lined with trees that hide everything. but these trees provide shadows and comforts to the couples lying under them. i long for the winter days when these parks would be empty again.
i lived vicariously for a month. now it hurts. it hurts so bad.
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